Monday, July 24, 2006
and its been so long since i've updated. today i realise how much i've changed. the person i was 3 years back, its no longer me. i've become this complicated creature whose starting to believe in absolutely nothing. ceasing her believe for love, relationships, trust, everything sacred. really, what have i become? and its then i realise that all this is cos of the cruelty of this world that we live in. if i was to be the person i was yrs ago, i would have died by now. all that has happened in my life, yes i have changed, but i've become stronger. all the crap i've dealt with, all the continous breaking of trust over and over again, yes it has made me hollow from within, but its what has made me more cautious. oh well.so exams are coming. lets not use the word stress here cos it would be an understatement. i'm just looking forward to the aftermath of all this. cos when this ends, i have a fantastic holiday to look forward to, a hopefully fullfilling job which will give me money to spend and a university entrance to a whole new world. oh i haven't mentioned the best part of all the stress i'm going through. dad has made a deal with me. i do well for exams and he'd get me a car. like my own car. my own car. how exciting is that? very.
ok thats life tentatively. i'll be back again. prolly in a few weeks. maybe months. wish me luck for the crap i'm about to face.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
TODAY'S HEADLINES--> chem paper sucked a bit cos i was half an hour late and i had half an hour to do 40 qns of mcq.
--> the rain sucked in the morning, ultimate reason why i was late other then the fact that i din sleep well.
--> my skirt's now longer. either cos it streched or cos of my lack of appetite past 2 weeks.
--> i have made a note to self to stop feeling. cos life is ridiculously cruel. and i'll go crazy if i sit and think whats happening. back to my stone self. as if its that easy to move.
--> omen and silent hill have crappy endings.
--> this blog might be closed down soon due to the lack of life in my lifeless life.
quit hurting me
quit.
just quit.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
its been a long wait.and its going to be a longer wait.
a lot of waiting has been done and there is still more waiting to do. today, right here, right now i'm finally confessing.
the wait is driving me against the wall.
i'm going to go crazy.
i am going crazy.
i don't know how much more i have to wait.
but waiting.
waiting.
waiting.
Monday, June 12, 2006
so the next 3 weeks are gonna be a tough one. this week i'm gonna be caught up preparing for next week's exams. heres the thing. elango has given so much work that i've spent my past 2 weeks doing his work. and i'm the sort of person who doesn't like to leave things halfway. so yea i haven't exactly started on my other two. great! but i will finish the last bulk of his work in a few hours and prepare for my chem consultation tomorrow. my intention is to finish chem revision by this friday morning since i have another consultation on friday. man there is so much to do so little time. time to sleep lesser.so oh well, next week tues maths, wed chem and friday bio. and i can't wait for friday cos of 2 reasons. 1stly cos it'll mark the end of exams and secondly cos i'll prolly be going to malaysia before the school starts again. my darling bro decided to change his plans for me so that i could go too. so when i return i have to go full force driving cos my test is on 29th. Yes my test is next next thurs and if i do pass it it means that i'll get my license and i'll be the 1st girl in my family to pass the test 1st time round and also the 1st girl in the family to get a driver's license. absolutely exciting. i really hope i do pass it. i'm not worried about driving on the road. its more of circuit driving, the directional change and crank course.
so wish me luck everyone. next 3 weeks gonna be tough.
**-Her Profile-**
.:: priyanka ::.
.:: 18 on 7-dec-2005 ::.
.:: sagitarius ::.
.:: JJC ::.
**-Her Love-**
.:: me ::.
.:: my family ::.
.:: my girls in JJ ::.
.:: priya ::.
.:: everyone else in my life ::.
.:: 05S02 ::.
.:: 2004 4E2 ::.
.:: 2001 1B ::.
.:: chocolate ::.
.:: shopping ::.
.:: black ::.
.:: pool ::.
.:: smiles ::.
.:: music ::.
.:: dancing ::.
.:: drama ::.
.:: flowers ::.
**-Her Hates-**
.:: exams ::
.:: insects ::.
.:: lies ::.
.:: bitches ::.
.:: excessive makeup ::.
**-Her video-**
**-Her Talk--**
**-Her Darlings-**
~yasmin~
~muneera~
~nazreen~
~fahmezah~
~shamini~
~chingyee~
~namita~
~pamela~
~kai~
~shruthi~
~fauzellah~
~lynn~
~dhana~
~patricia~
~benson~
~saumya~
~krinesh~
~nusy~
~suzana~
~santo~
~mawar~
~manmit~
~amala~
~melissa~
~sharon~
~nazrad~
~rad~
~ash~
~sharm~
~friendster~
**-Her Dreams-**
.::gynaecologist::.
.::chocolate factory::.
.::own boutique::.
.::an actress::.
.::a lawyer::.
.::a dreamer::.
.:;rule the world::.
**-Her Shopping List-**
.::more shoes::.
.::more clothes::.
.::more chocolate::.
.::a new room::.
.::a digi cam::.
.::mac's & bobbi brown's makeup::.
Blah blah
**-Her Past-**
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**-Her Credits-**
Skin name: Bulging Beautifully
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